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jumanji999
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Antidepressants and anti-psychotic medication ruined my life..:(
Depression Support / by jumanji999
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 August 28th, 2018
...See more so i was put on this drug called risperidone, and it ruined certain things in my life...certain things i used to enjoy i couldnt do no more, and i think its a sedative ,so it screwed up my sex life as well, and certain things i could enjoy i cant do them , i cant feel pleasure from them because of this drug, i searched online forums, a lot of people felt the same about this drug and they also couldnt enjoy this particular activity that i also couldnt enjoy, and this activity is very special to me, and now im gonna taper off this drug, but moreover i feel so anxious that if there was no thing called the internet i wouldnt have known about this drug and its side effects, so i keep thinking what if there was no such thing as the internet , i would still be on this drug, and it would ruin so many moments of my life, im just a mess in my head right now, and rigbt now i hate the doctor who prescribed me this drug, and also my mother, she is the one who gave me these drugs, without my knowledge, she would put the drugs in the coffee and give, so im so angry at them all, and the other thing now that i want to come off this drug, its not that easy to do so,you have to gradually reduce the dosage otherwise i experience withdrawal symptoms, so im a mess right now thinking all this, so anyone out there please make me feel better about all this...i also would like to know if there are others out there who have similar experiecnes and also would like to know if there are worse things that could happen to a person than what happened to me, i feel like this is the worst thing ever..
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really Depressed,! :(
Depression Support / by jumanji999
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 April 5th, 2018
...See more i have suffered from depression and anxiety for years...and i was prescribed drugs for them. and i havent taken drugs all the time, i have been taking them on and off, like i took them properly for a year, and recently i stopped taking them,..cuz i realized that they were giving me sexual side effects, like low libido, and well right now im so depressed of the fact that i took drugs, one reason was the side effects, the other is that i feel like im lying to myself, and to everyone else by taking a drug and bieng happy and normal...cuz the drugs really made my mood better, but its all a lie, it was like i was wearing a mask, and i was totally different person, i just hate myself and my mom for persuading me to take these drugs, i dunno how i can forgive myself for taking them and bieng a totally different person,i was a totally different person for like 1 year, a better happier me, but now that i dont take the drugs, i realize , that it wasnt me at all...my life today would have been totally different if i never took drugs for my depression and anxiety, im obsessed with this, :(
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Im regretting my past....:(
Depression Support / by jumanji999
Last post
 December 25th, 2017
...See more i did some shameful things in the past, things that i feel ashamed and even guilty about, and what i did has caused suffering for me, and im suffering every day because of what i did, i would like your comments , and a question for you people out there, ! see i come from a good family background, and im from a fairly rich background, but those shameful things i did are usually done by low class people and less educated people, i just wanna know if it is ok that i bieng a good person from a good family background and i bieng a smart kid at school, that i did these low life things that i did, i know its not ok, but are there people like me out there? i mean are there other people from good families who have done low class things, ? i just feel like im not normal and im the only one stupid enough to do these shameful things, please help..
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