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justcallmeektorp
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Struggling to find support online
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by justcallmeektorp
Last post
 June 11th
...See more I have very disorganized thoughts and signs of psychosis. The psych ward I ended up at was abysmal, I was told there I have bipolar but the person who diagnosed me and the hospital itself I just don't trust so take that with a grain of salt. I've tried to find groups for people with my issues but the groups always end up being a bunch of kids sharing memes and making fun of mental illness in general. Even finding groups meant for 21+ it's childish behavior or people allowing younger people in. I feel like a animal in a zoo
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Finally put a boundary on my friend with drinking. Feeling guilt.
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by justcallmeektorp
Last post
 August 14th
...See more My friend has a lot of problems with drinking. He has very poor mental health and uses it to self medicate. When he drinks he turns so cruel to me and never seems to accept it. I'm going through a crisis right now and he's getting drunk and texting me cryptic dark stuff and voice memos he knows will upset me. When sober he deletes it all. I've been putting up with it for so long. The other night he was so disrespectful towards my crisis, when just that morning he was being so kind about it. I had a breaking point and the next day told him to stop messaging me when he's drunk. He understood and was calm about it all. But now I'm laying here feeling so guilty that I'd have times he's not allowed to talk to me. For years , over half a decade now, they've been such a high priority in my life. And I'm a extremely high one in theirs too. I just feel awful.
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