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kentaitaijo
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Porn addiction recovery
Addiction Support / by kentaitaijo
Last post
 July 4th
...See more I don't know how to start right now. i feel like i messed up my career and relationship. i overthink a lot and came to the point where it *** my brain. only dark thoughts consuming me right now. i don't know i might be quite popular, i know i did mistakes i got pretty bad name with prn addiction around college. my first relationship ended and i feel like she misunderstood that i am using her but i was going through a lot at that time. And that bad name followed when i did masters i quit my masters (it got pretty bad) and my name it just spread quickly. wherever i go outside college and meet at work i feel like there is something they talk about me and i get easily paranoid that they might gonna tease or saying something indirect. Sometimes i feel my phone is even compromised sometimes. i pushed my friends away cause i feel they don't support me or fully on my side on this. i know i made huge mistakes but i can't forgive myself its been 3 to 4 years.
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I am guilty of what I did and still paranoid about my past
Addiction Support / by kentaitaijo
Last post
 July 4th
...See more I don't know how to start right now. i feel like i messed up my career and relationship. i overthink a lot and came to the point where it *** my brain. only dark thoughts consuming me right now. i don't know i might be quite popular, i know i did mistakes i got pretty bad name with prn addiction around college. my first relationship ended and i feel like she misunderstood that i am using her but i was going through a lot at that time. And that bad name followed when i did masters i quit my masters (it got pretty bad) and my name it just spread quickly. wherever i go outside college and meet at work i feel like there is something they talk about me and i get easily paranoid that they might gonna tease or saying something indirect. Sometimes i feel my phone is even compromised sometimes. i pushed my friends away cause i feel they don't support me or fully on my side on this. i know i made huge mistakes but i can't forgive myself its been 3 to 4 years.
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