Porn addiction recovery
I don't know how to start right now. i feel like i messed up my career and relationship. i overthink a lot and came to the point where it *** my brain. only dark thoughts consuming me right now. i don't know i might be quite popular, i know i did mistakes i got pretty bad name with prn addiction around college. my first relationship ended and i feel like she misunderstood that i am using her but i was going through a lot at that time. And that bad name followed when i did masters i quit my masters (it got pretty bad) and my name it just spread quickly. wherever i go outside college and meet at work i feel like there is something they talk about me and i get easily paranoid that they might gonna tease or saying something indirect. Sometimes i feel my phone is even compromised sometimes. i pushed my friends away cause i feel they don't support me or fully on my side on this. i know i made huge mistakes but i can't forgive myself its been 3 to 4 years.
@kentaitaijo
It's up to you to forgive yourself and allow healing to begin.
They have no right to make you feel guilty or flog you over something you've apologised for and taken accountability for.
No one is perfect 💛
But ppl I feel they have been treating me differently. Even when I came to work I felt like they were teasing me or talking about me like I quitted my job. It feels like everyone knows me bad way
@kentaitaijo
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That's hard, and I'm sorry you had to quit.
They have no right to judge.
Your personal life is effectively not their business.
And in future if someone is acting unprofessionally towards you in the work place, speak to management 💛
