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kheer999
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts45 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2022 Member sinceJanuary 23, 2022
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My abortion
Trauma Support / by kheer999
Last post
 April 23rd, 2022
...See more My boyfriend would never use a condom. He would always get me a morning after pill. This time it was of no use. When I was late I thought maybe it is due to stress. I have been studying day and night for my exams. But after 3 days I got scared. I took a pregnancy test. It was positive I took another. It was positive. I texted him. He blamed the faulty test kit. He blamed me. You didn't take medicine, did you. He called me unworthy of love and care. He questioned my dressing, my clothes. You are a slut. I cried. I don't remember how much I cried or when I stopped. I just cried. On second day he bought me medicines. I took them. Four hours later I was bleeding. After second dose, I passed two blood clots. I lost something in me seeing that. A while later I passed another. I was in a lot of pain. I called him. I was crying and all he kept talking was about how I never loved me, how I am a bad partner. It is the day after all this now. I am still in pain. And he won't attend my calls. I am all alone in my dorm with this pain and a broken heart. I belong to a religious family and community. This relationship was a secret. No one knows about this relationship so naturally no one can know about this pregnancy and abortion. I am so alone. I can't call my mother or a friend or him. I can't go to a doctor. What did I do to deserve this?
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I don't know what happened
Trauma Support / by kheer999
Last post
 January 29th, 2022
...See more This is my first relationship. The first time we did it i was not ready. I was trying to stop him. I was crying and trying to get away he wouldn't stop. He wouldn't. There was blood afterwards. And I still stayed. I am still with him. It didn't get better. I am scared.
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