I don't know what happened

I’m sorry you went through this. It will get better but you should really talk to somebody you trust about this. Parents or a close friend. Sending you love ❤️

I am so sorry this happened to you. I highly recommend leaving. Put yourself first, if someone loved you they wouldn't hurt you. You strong and you are brave ♡ Know that you are not alone.

hi, hon.

i want to let you know first off that i have experienced something extremely similar to what you are going through. im not sure about your situation, but for me there was a lot of manipulation, coercion, and control going on. it can be so difficult.

i stayed with him for about four months until i was finally sick of him. and to be completely honest with you, i had no idea that he was in the wrong—back then, i thought it was completely my fault. that i just wasn’t giving him what he needed out of the relationship. you are very strong for recognizing that this is wrong. acceptance of an experience such as this is the hardest part.

my advice to you is to go with your gut. how does he talk to you? excessively (to a toxic extent), or not at all? when you’re going through a hard time, can you talk to him about it? how are you feeling around him? happy? probably mostly scared, as i also felt.

i want you to do a favor for me, and make sure you’re safe and happy. that’s number one. if you’re finding an unhealthy source, i recommend you get rid of it.

and if you’re feeling too afraid to leave him because you’re afraid of the consequences, please please please reach out to someone in your life that can help you.

i really hope that you stay strong. keep pushing through, and if you feel a bad feeling or are uncomfortable with ANYTHING, remember that you deserve better. your body is your choice. someone who violates that is someone who should no longer be in your life.

we’re all here for you. we’re all proud of you. you’re doing great ❤️