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kobe9
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts26 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes5 Current upvotes5 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2022 Member sinceOctober 3, 2021
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lonely but not
Depression Support / by kobe9
Last post
 April 26th, 2022
...See more On Saturday, I started to feel a way I haven’t felt since precovid, since then it’s felt like someone has been stepping on my heart. I‘ve been so tired these last few days and I can feel myself repeating a pattern that took a pandemic to undo. I feel alone, I feel isolated, even though i’m not. I have my friends around me, but it’s just not something I want to burden them with. Saturday night I took a drive and ended up in Chicago (about an hour) from my house. I had my friends calling me and making it a big deal. It makes me feel worse when they ask questions. I drive to cope with how I‘m feeling, but I‘m scared. Scared i’m going to isolate myself, scared i’m going to feel as if I did before, Scared that I’m going to start drinking again until everything goes numb. I’m scared I’m going to have unwanted thoughts again and i’m scared that having people around me this time around will only make it worse. I don’t want to worry them and I don’t want to bring them down either. How is it I felt less lonely during a pandemic?
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exhausted and overwhelmed!
Anxiety Support / by kobe9
Last post
 October 7th, 2021
...See more I just feel so overwhelmed by life. I can’t really explain it. I always think to myself I have so much to do and no time to accomplish it, but the truth is I do have a lot to do, but I also have some time. I just have no motivation, no desire, and no energy to get anything done. Whenever, I sit down to accomplish a task I get distracted or I fall asleep. The other day I slept 22 hours and when I woke up I fell back asleep. I’ve never felt to mentally and physically exhausted in my and I just don’t know what to do. I’ve also been getting C‘s and i’m typically a straight A student in all AP courses in high school and it’s destroying me, but I just can’t focus enough to grasp the concept of anything being taught.
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