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kwaHeri1729
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does anyone else think like this?
Personality Disorders Support / by kwaHeri1729
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 September 19th, 2021
...See more like.. a lot of us say we want someone to just come to us and say that everything is going to be okay, that the pain won't last forever. but i find that whenever anyone tells me that directly, I almost always just scoff and say it doesn't matter because tomorrow isn't today. when tomorrow actually comes it's always something else, something new to slog through with these sc*rs and broken-off pieces of me. what if tomorrow is worse? why is living so much work? do i actually want this to continue, just to save others the pain of loss? i'm sick of knowing that if someone came to me and said i'll be okay.. that i wouldn't believe them. i won't believe them because "better" doesn't seem to exist to me. just tired. does anyone else have these things in their mind?
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6 years gone.
Self-Harm Recovery / by kwaHeri1729
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 December 27th, 2021
...See more first post here; i was recommended this app by a friend of mine. long story short i'm trans and have bpd. i work in a very hot and humid environment, where i profusely sweat and lose as much personal freedom as i lose water. to calm myself down i snapped a rubber band on my wrist and thigh.. eventually going too far and accidentally losing my sobriety streak of 6 years. it's been really messing with my head.. idk if i wanna go into detail abt what i'm going through, but suffice it to say i'm very hurt and disappointed in myself. i haven't had what i'd consider a 'hard relapse' but.. it's enough to really throw me off. i just want a hug.
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