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kysthelimit
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going back to my childhood hobbies :)
Mindfulness Center / by kysthelimit
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 October 29th, 2020
...See more I've been feeling a rollercoaster of emotions for the past month, switching back and forth from good to bad, and they do overwhelm me a lot. Just recently, I found myself missing the hobbies I did as a kid. At first I thought that was weird and random but realized just how happy solving puzzles made me back when I was little! I've just ordered a set online and I can't wait to finally get to them! I think it will be a good stress reliever as well from all off my acad requirements for college. I wanna know if you have any childhood hobbies you also want to get back to doing, if you want to share. ❤ I'm honestly just so excited and happy already even though they aren't even here yet lol. AAAAHH I can't wait! :))))))
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it won't stop
Trauma Support / by kysthelimit
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 April 15th, 2020
...See more I've been having recurring nightmares since "that" incident in January. I don't think I can disclose here what really happened as I still feel ashamed and guilty for it, although I don't even know why I feel guilty but I do. But well, I felt really helpless that night. I was so pale after it happened, I got hot flashes, and I was trembling, but I didn't cry. I think I was too terrified to cry. The nightmares wouldn't stop since then. My roommate even said I sometimes whimper in my sleep. The nightmares happened every single night. The morning after isn't any better. At one point, I would just randomly cry because I'd remember it, felt like I was reliving it over and over again. I feel jumpier now, as if I should always be alert or it would happen to me again. I just don't know when or if this will ever stop. It's tiring to be afraid every single minute. I just want it to stop.
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i feel trapped in my own home
Trauma Support / by kysthelimit
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 February 3rd, 2020
...See more My older brother molested me as a child. It happened for years, and only when we were about teenagers that it stopped. I'm currently 19 years old. And recently, I woke up at the middle of the night to him doing it again. I pretended to not have woken up. He stopped and left when I moved. I was so scared. I still am. I feel so ashamed and disgusted with my own body. It's gotten hard for me to sleep every night. I would cry myself to sleep every time I would remember everything. It's difficult. I don't knoq what to do. I badly wanted to see a therapist because I know how much I needed to, but I couldn't find and afford one. I've also been hypersexual since I was a child. I just want to be normal. I don't know who I could talk to. I'm scared. I know I've said this a lot of times already but I am very scared. I just want to leave.
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