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lilylostsoul
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Not okay with being alone
Depression Support / by lilylostsoul
Last post
 May 30th, 2022
...See more I always thought I have people to rely on . Just today I realized , I truly realized I am all alone and no ones cares about me . I feel disposable worthless and replaceable I am not okay with these feelings and don’t know how to channel it . Any similar experiences/advices are welcomed
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Feeling all alone with crippling anxiety and fear of everything
Anxiety Support / by lilylostsoul
Last post
 January 9th, 2022
...See more I don’t know why I am writing this or what I am getting out of it but I feel trapped and I have to express my feelings otherwise I am going to explode. I don’t know how to deal with these feelings, I have a crippling anxiety, I feel worthless , I have no one and I am always left out and looked down , I am afraid of everything and afraid of everyone, I always feel less than everyone, I am on a point in my life where these feelings are controlling me and preventing me from moving on with my life … Whenever I try to do something these overwhelming thoughts of “ not being good enough “ or “ you will never will be able to make it , so why bother yourself and try ?! Quit already! “ . I feel ugly , stupid, and worthless. And no one take me seriously, everyone walk all over me .. I don’t know how to stand up for myself and always settle for less . Thankfully I have a good paying job but I am not able to make in progress because of my problem and feelings, I don’t have the courage to speak up nor the appropriate social skills to talk to people in my field.. I have no friends nor a family support, I feel all alone like I am the only one with these problems.. It’s frustrating, everyone is moving on with their life and I am still stuck in the same mentality as I was when I was a teenager, unable to change or move on .. time is passing me by , I am 30 years old I am still the same with the same problems and feelings which are getting progressively worse with time .. I hate myself every bit of it ,.. Nothing seems to work with me no therapy or medication .. Any advices or comments are welcomed 😣
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