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lilyofthevalley17
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PathStep 97 Compassion hearts141 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes14 Current upvotes14 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2024 Member sinceJune 23, 2021
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Trauma Support / by lilyofthevalley17
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 February 16th, 2022
...See more Hi everybody, I’m sharing my story as a search for a coping mechanism… I am for the second time dealing with the same problem and this one happened to me 5 years ago (I’m currently 21). I was sexually assaulted by an acquaintance and at the time all I could feel was shame and guilt… in my eyes I was the one who put myself in this position. This lead me to shove what happened deep and I tried to ignore what happened as much as I could and that was a great coping mechanism at the time. It allowed my to go one with my life as I thought “normal”. Only now after talking to a therapist I understood what happened and could name it which helped me realise that the problems I had the years after where consequences of this event. I have severe anxiety and panic attacks and now all of the things I couldn’t deal at the time are coming up making it hard to cope with. The first time was more violent which in a way forced me to deal with it and I can say it doesn’t affect me anymore, however this one, despite not being so violent, was psychologically challenging and it lasted very long… I hope I can get up from this ground and be able to have my life back again… im sorry for the long post./ sending love to everybody ❤️
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Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by lilyofthevalley17
Last post
 June 29th, 2021
...See more Hi, I’m addicted to meth and I stopped for some time but now I’m afraid of relapsing. Feels exhausting to know that this is my life..
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