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littlePark866
1,167 M Little Steps 3
PathStep 2 Compassion hearts106 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceFebruary 19, 2022
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Still alive - cptsd - going through crisis with boyfriend - might break up soon and I’m scared because I love him still and changed - he cheats on me 1-2 per month over 31/2 year span

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Used Against Me
Journals & Diaries / by littlePark866
Last post
 July 23rd, 2023
...See more Hello everyone! I used to have diary that would put EVERYTHING into it. I had it before I met my current partner and trusted him enough not to thoroughly hide it. One day he went through it and saw my old entries about my ex and other situations before I met him. He was livid and insecure about my older entries. I felt violated and lonely, the diary was my escape. On top of that I was living with him and his parents at the time and was only 18. I ended up having a breakdown and tore it to pieces. Since that night, I’ve never written again.
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Bedtime Belly Aches
Anxiety Support / by littlePark866
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 July 24th, 2023
...See more Hi all! Since I’ve been cheated on sleeping at night has became a chore. I lay there as my belly aches and images of the woman he desired flash through my mind. Anxiety, insecurity, and the overwhelming feeling of worthlessness arise. This toxic spew boils inside me and prevents me from sleeping. Ive notice my insomnia has increasingly gotten worse and all I can do is toss and turn whilst his body sleeps peacefully beside me.
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False Fasting Thrills
Eating Disorder Support / by littlePark866
Last post
 July 28th, 2023
...See more Hello all! I have been in a past relationship in which they encouraged fasting, I was uncertain but did as they did. Since the past relationship had came to a close and I’m in a new one, I’ve began fasting again. 4 or 5 hours turned into midnight binges. But it then progressed into over 24-48 hours. I understand it’s unhealthy and what scares me more is the thrill I feel of finally drinking some water or eating a granola bar. Nobody knows that I do this, not even my current partner.
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Cheating Advice
Relationship Stress / by littlePark866
Last post
 July 25th, 2023
...See more Hello all! So I’ve been cheated on- feeling of not only betrayal and insecurity arise but I also decided to call the woman he desired over our 2 year relationship. Luckily she told me everything and her and I are on decent terms. Unfortunately I live with my partner and he is very controlling. It’s a complex situation but I digress- what is one piece of advice you would give someone that has been cheated on whilst in a long-term relationship?
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