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littleStrawberries6196
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts259 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2022 Member sinceSeptember 19, 2021
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Hopeless
Depression Support / by littleStrawberries6196
Last post
 October 10th, 2021
...See more so these past couple weeks, I have been super depressed, and anxious as well. I went to an impatient clinic to get help, but it seems that ever since I got discharged things have just gotten so much worse. My support system, my ex girlfriend, decided that the best time to let me know she was happy without me, was the day I got discharged. I just feel like I was tossed to the side. She had promised that she would be there for me to help me through anything, and now she just doesn’t speak to me. I can’t help but blame my depression and anxiety, because I was stressing her out. I can’t help feel like this is how it’s going to always be with friends or family or relationships. And it just feels hopeless. I just feel hopeless. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this bad, and sometimes I do wonder how much nicer it would be if I could just vanish.
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Broken
Depression Support / by littleStrawberries6196
Last post
 September 22nd, 2021
...See more I can’t seem to get out of this funk. I can’t stop thinking about all the things my ex told me. She was the only one that fully understood what was wrong with me, and how I was feeling. I feel like I can’t be completely honest with anyone else. I know that how I’m feeling right now it’s not completely due to the break up. It’s just the depression that I’ve been having. But the break up and everything that was said and done is having a huge impact on me. I know I shouldn’t care but she said it did, but I can’t help it to overthink it because of my anxiety. All I keep thinking is what did I do to deserve all of this? Why can’t I just be back to normal. If someone like her, who deals with the same issues, who knew all of my deepest secrets, and told me how much she love me, just quit on me and leave me? I always felt safe with her, and I always felt like I could be completely honest with her. I don’t think that I can just open up to everyone and just let them know what’s going on in my head. I don’t want to scare anyone else away. I just can’t do this anymore. I just want to be gone and not here anymore.
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Sad
Depression Support / by littleStrawberries6196
Last post
 September 20th, 2021
...See more I can’t describe what I’m feeling. I feel so alone. But at the same time, I don’t want to be around people anymore. Usually, I will be able to distract myself, by being with family or things like that. But now I feel like everything overwhelms me and makes me anxious. I just don’t want to be here anymore. I’ve had suicidal thoughts in the past. But now they seem to be more often, as well as more wanted.
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