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lostinthemusic137
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does anyone else...
Depression Support / by lostinthemusic137
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 May 28th, 2018
...See more does anyone else have those days where one minute you're doing/feeling good, actually present and in the moment, and then the next thing you know, you're stuck in your head, feeling like you're fighting what seems to be a losing battle? Because today has become one of those days. And all I can seem to think of is everything I could have done differently. The things that I have gone through that have changed me to the core. I remember who I used to be and think of all the ways that person is no longer. Some days I don't know who I am anymore. It's almost like I know who I want to be, but I can't ever seen to get there, to become that person. To not let anxiety and depression rule my life and emotions like it does. It's a difficult battle most days, and while some days I question whether the fight is really worth it, I'll still keep on fighting.
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Going through the motions
Depression Support / by lostinthemusic137
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 May 18th, 2018
...See more Lately I find myself just going through the motions of things, not really being present in my own life. It's like a never-ending cycke that I can't seem to break free from. I don't find enjoyment out of things like I used to. I don't care about the things that I should. I close myself off from people in my life because I don't want to burden them with my problems. But I'm getting to the point where it's difficult to keep it together. I keep asking myself what the point to anything is anymore. I'm finding it hard to hold on to that last bit of hope that things might actually get better eventually. That things won't always be this way.
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