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loyalTown2415
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Queer guilt
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by loyalTown2415
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 March 11th
...See more I feel like we don't talk about the guilt you feel for being queer enough. My mum is a single mother and we're obligated to turn out "good", I try my best but a part of me says I'll never be enough cause I'm a lesbian. It'll hurt her, it'll turn her against her family. I just feel like I can never be enough no matter how much I try.
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Growing up is scary
Anxiety Support / by loyalTown2415
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 October 23rd, 2025
...See more Have you ever felt this force inside you that stops you from hurting yourself by doing unnecessary things that doesn't match with your values or likes? It's inner conscience, I know. But on the other hand, there is this worry, that tells you to keep moving. And amidst is a tired brain and heart and tells you it's alright, we'll figure it out, we'll see. I've been quite conflicted, adulthood seems overwhelming and they expect me to make a whole life plan, and then they judge teens for making "shallow" plans, I know what I want in my life but it seems so small in front of what they want me to want. And while moving I think there is this fear inside me, the fear isn't that it won't work or they won't accept me but the fear of giving in, the fear or ruining myself all for nothing, of losing myself. I'm trying, to balance it all, to tell myself this isn't the end, it's not even the starting, I'm yet to begin my life, but the world keeps forcing it's timelines upon me, it's prescriptions of a "well lived life" while I'm struggling to breathe at time. Has anyone else felt like this or is feeling like this?
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