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makkicyve
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I dont have to hate myself to hurt myself tw sh
Self-Harm Recovery / by makkicyve
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 February 1st, 2023
...See more I dont have to hate myself to hurt myself, Maybe i dont understand as to why id cut, or the reasons to why i did it, heck if i can remember what started it all. I just know that i liked it, i liked to see the red escaping my arm, i loved the feel of each ridge of my skin, pulling it together to close up the new cut and just playing with it, i loved it all. I dont see at all why i do such things... sure ive had problems and recent events but i just cant see any of it as how bad as it is, i just feel like it would need to be more challenging to me, that id even need to be hurt more , to have more of a strain on me. I just need something to make me recognise my own issues. I like to think i have no problems, though i contradict this sometimes we all just need to say we are okay everynow and again. Im used to blocking everything out of mind, i did for such a long time that i never really stopped to think about myself, does it really matter whether you like yourself or not? I never had that criticism, i still dont.. so now im stuck with knowing that i dont cut for hating myself, but whilst i cut myself ill always know that i dont love myself either....
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