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...See more first of all sorry if my english is bad is not my main language and sorry if i could sound mean but it because i dont speak english properly. but i wanted to share this I am 14 years old and I live in Argentina, (first of all I want to clarify that in my country abortion is legal) I had my first time a few days ago, but I started having strange symptoms and my period didn't come for a few days. and my intuition told me that I was pregnant. A few days later I had strange bleeding, and I thought it was my period, but there was something about it that seemed very strange to me, so I took a pregnancy test and it was positive, and tomorrow im going to the doctor to see if it was a miscarriage or a psychological pregnancy ☹️ I knew that if I got pregnant I would have to abort it unfortunately since I am not physically or mentally prepared nor do I have the money to support a baby. and I couldn't give him a good quality of life, and I couldn't have a good life either and finish my studies to live on my own, not even sleep good. but despite that I had some dreams in which I was with a baby and I loved him very much and felt very attached to him, but suddenly it would disappear and I would realize that it had never been real and then I would go out into the street crying and see people with babies and I would feel very bad and guilty, because I didn't know where my baby was and what had happened to him. I feel worried about what will happen tomorrow when I go to the doctor, but I would really feel very bad and guilty if I had to have an abortion, since my conscious part knows that having a baby is not an option, but a part of me feels the need to take care of that baby and protect it, and i would feel so bad to take the life out of that something that I created in my body and that depends on me, and i feel so bad every time i see a baby because i feel so stupid for not having the possibility to take care of what i had ☹️ i dont even know if im pregnant or i lose my baby and had miscarriage, or if its psychological, but i feel so bad i needed to share this, i miss so much the baby i had in my dream

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