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moonfawn012
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Just a human trying to stay alive

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Anxiety Support / by moonfawn012
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 August 19th, 2025
...See more I'm feeling really lonely Why does sometimes seem like I'm the one reaching out to people all the time? Don't people want to talk to me and spend time with me?
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Depression Support / by moonfawn012
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 April 14th, 2025
...See more It's past midnight here and I feel kind of tired, and guilty and empty. I just don't feel like sleeping, lately the hours go by and even if it's late I just feel stressed and frustrated with myself because I "don't do anything", and some things that I do I don't even wanna really do them so why do I do them? Because I'm scared of what might happen if I don't, because people might get mad and I've been protecting myself from that my whole life and I'm an adult, I shouldn't feel like that anymore but I don't feel like I have much of a choice, because I don't wanna be hurt and feel like I disappoint people because it makes me doubt myself. And all of that makes me feel annoyed with myself and with people, because I know better than that, than to act like that, but it's hard, and it's hard to go against feelings that I've lived by my whole life to come out unscathed, to not know what will happen makes me feel anxiety. This is my rant of the day/week I guess
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Depression Support / by moonfawn012
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 March 31st, 2025
...See more I was diagnosed a couple of things back in 2019, and so every time I think about that year I'm reminded of how everything changed in my life for me. Now I'm currently seeing my third therapist, going through my fourth try at treatment with medicine (? I think), and sometimes It passes through my mind the fear of if I'm ever going to truly "get better" and stop feeling sick, or if I'm going to be like this the rest of my life. I'm really scared, but at the same time It feels also "comforting" the thought of "feeling bad"/"being unstable", as it could mean to be better taken cared of by people or at least expecting it from them. I don't want to but then why does everything feel harder than it should sometimes? Why does everybody else not find it hard to do some things and for me it is? Why can't I find somebody that loves me? And why do my parents not accept me and love me for who I am? Is it so hard? This is me venting ***
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