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mxrsv
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Living with Social Phobia
Anxiety Support / by mxrsv
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 September 12th, 2022
...See more I'm struggling with social anxiety for 3 years now and my current state is the worst I've ever been. It's so hard for me that I often find myself in the hopelessness thought that I probably won't have a normal life ever again. I feel like a prisoner in my own body. Its as if I have no control over me and my life. I also kind of gave up looking for therapy since the majority of therapists are occupied in my hometown. I luckily found someone who would practice meditation/hypnosis with me but so far I don't see any results. I also have no one that I can talk to in my life, I do have friends and family but I get the feeling that they won't listen to me when I talk about my problems. I also feel disappointed and hurt by my bestfriend, she gives me backhanded compliments, won't listen to me and has this constant need of comparison. I get from time to time the feeling as if she's envious of me, which hurts me incredible much. And, yes. I tried to speak with her about it but she would deny it and tell me that she loves me. Then why does she continue with that? I feel misunderstood at this point. so yea, my social phobia is kicking my ass. I'm having a hard time getting out of my room, plus my bestfriend adds a shovel to my problems. I felt the need to let this all out.
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