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my0wnEn3my
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To discuss or not to discuss...
Relationship Stress / by my0wnEn3my
Last post
 October 26th, 2022
...See more So I happened across some "deleted photos" in the deleted category on my bfs iphone. I had originally gone there to delete photos I had taken for him, not thinking I'd find screenshots of another womans onlyfans. Do I care? Not really. I recently gave birth. It was a rough pregnancy and for the last 6 months, my daughter pretty much takes all my time so intimacy and other physical things are just not happening. I can't fault the man for handling things on his own. Now, seeing as I am a female detective... now I just had to start snooping... The OF is subscription only... I asked did you pay to see her OF? He said no, it was a trial they offer... I left it at that but my mind just wants to keep going. Digging. Part of me thinks he's lying and did pay. I'd be pretty upset since we are kinda struggling atm. But another part of me is saying "dont ask questions you dont want to know the answers too..." We've NEVER had any issues in our relationship. I've never caught him lying. Tbh I've never even felt like he was lying until now... Do I try to discuss it? Snoop through his things and find out the truth? Or just let my thoughts and feelings eat at me until they go away?
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Running wild with thoughts...
Depression Support / by my0wnEn3my
Last post
 October 27th, 2022
...See more Negative thoughts invade my head and my brain runs with them. The voice of doubt plants seeds that spread within minutes. One negative thought after another. Putting pieces together that don't go together and making up pieces as I go. As a new mom I'm struggling with the changes my relationship is experiencing. He says everything is great. That there is no strain on our relationship. My thoughts tell me otherwise. The beginning thought: *He's not happy with you.. The spreading thoughts: *You've changed *Why would he stick around *You know he has someone else *etc... Do you feel this way? Does your brain run wild? What works for you when the voice inside your head continues to feed you negative thoughts about your worth and what you deserve? How do you stay strong?
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