To discuss or not to discuss...

So I happened across some "deleted photos" in the deleted category on my bfs iphone. I had originally gone there to delete photos I had taken for him, not thinking I'd find screenshots of another womans onlyfans.

Do I care? Not really.

I recently gave birth. It was a rough pregnancy and for the last 6 months, my daughter pretty much takes all my time so intimacy and other physical things are just not happening. I can't fault the man for handling things on his own.

Now, seeing as I am a female detective... now I just had to start snooping...

The OF is subscription only...

I asked did you pay to see her OF?

He said no, it was a trial they offer...

I left it at that but my mind just wants to keep going. Digging.

Part of me thinks he's lying and did pay. I'd be pretty upset since we are kinda struggling atm.

But another part of me is saying "dont ask questions you dont want to know the answers too..."

We've NEVER had any issues in our relationship. I've never caught him lying. Tbh I've never even felt like he was lying until now...

Do I try to discuss it? Snoop through his things and find out the truth? Or just let my thoughts and feelings eat at me until they go away?