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neatCup3993
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts31 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2023 Member sinceJuly 16, 2023
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New here.

childhood trauma mainly as that was the spark for how I am today.

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I cannot help how horny I am.
20 & Over / by neatCup3993
Last post
 September 19th, 2023
...See more I’m 25. Regarding females I’ve fulfilled all my wishes I feel but now being in a 5 year relationship I am always ***. I watch porn too much, always wanting to check if I still have my “mojo” when speaking to other females. There’s no resentment to my partner and I don’t feel she isn’t fulfilling my needs in that sense. I just cannot help it. I want to say this is down to my upbringing/past rather than me not being in love but I just cannot seem to grasp that this is wrong and I need to stop.
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My life is just a mess.
20 & Over / by neatCup3993
Last post
 September 6th, 2023
...See more Hi, when I say that, I don’t mean all just in a negative way, it’s everywhere. I’ll be feeling like the happiest man when I’m with my partner and even around people in general. I’ve got into bed and I just feel down, this low energy around me and I’m unsure why. i proposed the weekend just gone and I feel like the happiest person alive, I’ve woken up feeling like the happiest person alive but I just also feel so ***. i’ve started to exercise often again which really helps and reduce my weed intake. I haven’t got everything in place but there’s a lot I want to achieve, with my partner and in my personal life. loneliness I feel takes its toll on me. I can’t help it but I’m trying to. I try go to therapy but I don’t currently work, things have been bad for me with that over the last few months. I had to pay fines for unnecessary things and it’s hard to maintain. I feel like I’m just waffling but for the time being I find it best as I’ve realised talking to someone as a release is really helpful but when it’s not released, it can play on one’s mind.
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My mind and sex
Addiction Support / by neatCup3993
Last post
 August 28th, 2023
...See more I cannot stop thinking about sex when I’m alone. I want to watch porn all the time or have sexual encounters all the time. I even have a girlfriend but when I’m with her, my mind just fills with happiness and I don’t think about sex, I genuinely just think about the time I’m spending with her and enjoying her company. As soon as I’m alone, I just think about sex all the time… I do feel I’m unable to control my thoughts alone but unsure on how to overcome that.
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