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orangeKite2409
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Gmail at 8 PM
Relationship Stress / by orangeKite2409
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 May 17th, 2025
...See more Him emailing my *** at 8 pm wasn't a part of my list in moving on. Our mutual kept calling him a "*** who got no balls". Which is true, but at the same time... I feel guilty for it, considering what he's going through. When I receive his email, it gave me a heart attack for no reason. I guess it's because that's how our relationship started? Or because he's the first to message between us after not doing that for 2 years. What should I even feel? Him: "I am surprised, when I tried to message you, I was blocked on ***, I was removed from your server and you unfollowed me on MLBB... damn, it seems you really wanted to break up with me. And now you have people going against me too.' Me: "People against you? I never sent people against you? But I’m sorry I blocked and unfriended you. It’s driving me mentally insane. I want to back off before facing you again."
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Confusion
Relationship Stress / by orangeKite2409
Last post
 May 15th, 2025
...See more “I think you're forgetting that Ray was intoxicated when it happened. Some people will become a different person when drunk” “I didn’t remember the sex, I just woke up beside her the next day.” This gives me conflicting thoughts regarding my ex’s one night stand situation. I don’t know how getting black out drunk works. He only remembered talking to the person (in a group) while watching sports, doesn’t remember bringing her home and doing it, but sees her in bed the next day. I don’t know if it’s on purpose or an accident as some people claim it to be. They’re asking me to give him a second chance.
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Miserable At Best
Music & Dance / by orangeKite2409
Last post
 May 15th, 2025
...See more “Let’s not pretend like you’re alone tonight, I know he’s there And you’re probably hanging out and making eyes while across the room, he stares I’ll bet whe gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance. She’ll say ‘yes’.” - Miserable at Best - Mayday Parade
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Broke Up and Moving On
Relationship Stress / by orangeKite2409
Last post
 May 14th, 2025
...See more We had been together for 5 years, we went through thick and thin. We argue all the time, but it was out of love and motivation to keep the relationship alive and going. For 4 years, he was a gentleman and treated me like a queen. He lovebombed me and showed me off to everyone. My photos everywhere, my name and our anniversary as his passwords, singing my name on the streets. We played games everyday and made love, he still have my pics in his game album even. He was open, transparent and compassionate. Rejected every girl who tried to flirt with him and unfollowed every female friend who disrespected me. But it all changed in the 5th year of our relationship, 2025. With all the love he gave and provided, I never expected he would throw it all away for a one night stand. He promised he will seek a therapist, that he’s sorry and he was black out drunk. He never remembered bringing the girl home either. His reasons were believable and I was willing to give him a second chance. But all this… cheating and the sudden changes of his behavior is driving me insane. I broke up with him, deleted every single reminder of him and sought comfort from our friends. But even though I have made my decision... losing him is driving me insane. I could never have imagined he would betray me like this, I could never imagine he would throw away 5 years for this. I haven’t ate, I haven’t slept. I’m a mess. I need help…
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