Broke Up and Moving On

We had been together for 5 years, we went through thick and thin. We argue all the time, but it was out of love and motivation to keep the relationship alive and going.

For 4 years, he was a gentleman and treated me like a queen. He lovebombed me and showed me off to everyone. My photos everywhere, my name and our anniversary as his passwords, singing my name on the streets. We played games everyday and made love, he still have my pics in his game album even. He was open, transparent and compassionate. Rejected every girl who tried to flirt with him and unfollowed every female friend who disrespected me.

But it all changed in the 5th year of our relationship, 2025. With all the love he gave and provided, I never expected he would throw it all away for a one night stand. He promised he will seek a therapist, that he’s sorry and he was black out drunk.

He never remembered bringing the girl home either. His reasons were believable and I was willing to give him a second chance. But all this… cheating and the sudden changes of his behavior is driving me insane. I broke up with him, deleted every single reminder of him and sought comfort from our friends. But even though I have made my decision... losing him is driving me insane. I could never have imagined he would betray me like this, I could never imagine he would throw away 5 years for this.

I haven’t ate, I haven’t slept. I’m a mess. I need help…