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passionateSkies5431
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Others make me sick.
Depression Support / by passionateSkies5431
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 June 16th, 2023
...See more Every day i get more and more disappointed by this world and the people in it. I crave social interaction and love from others, but when i put myself out there, i end up hating people even more every time. Everyone nowadays is a sex starved drug addict. I cant find any friends or potential partners who have a personality outside of smoking weed and drinking. I know theres others out there that likely feel the same way, but the other 99 percent makes me feel overwhelmed. Im filled with spite for everyone and try to hide it, but sometimes i really just hate the earth and wish humanity wasnt so garbage. I lost a couple of my best friends to drug use and them turning to pedophilic acts, and the friends i still have just don't really care to check in. I feel like i cant trust anyone anymore and just need some kind of help. Even therapy isnt working well for me. Ive been to multiple therapists and i dont get to see one often enough to really get proper help. (Mostly due to everyone self-diagnosing their "illnesses" and taking slots in therapy.) Not that i can bring myself to trust a therapist anyways. Hopefully someone else on this forum feels the same way and has a better understanding than i do, sorry for the long read.
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Cant find anyone I'm really into
Relationship Stress / by passionateSkies5431
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 July 12th, 2023
...See more A couple months ago, I hopped back into dating and was feeling pretty good about myself, but the more I do it, the more my motivation gets drained. I went on a date recently, didnt feel a connection. Ive talked with mutiple new people, even if it got somewhere i always kind of lost interest as i got to know them. My matches on dating sites and stuff are pretty slim, not because im ugly or anything like that, (I've actually been told my whole life im much more attractive than average) but because i rarely like anyone. Most people just aren't "my type", and almost everyone i see now, regardless of how attractive i think they are at face value, i just cant see myself with for life. I have an idea of who i want it my head, but i just cant find that person. There was one girl i met on ***. Things were going great, until they werent. It just didnt work out, but she was the closest thing I'd ever felt to real love. I just haven't felt that connection ever since. Sorry for this long post, but i could use any kinda help you guys can give, i dont really know what to do, i feel more alone than ive ever felt.
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