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patientAcai8660
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Could I be doing this wrong?
Trauma Support / by patientAcai8660
Last post
 January 30th
...See more I repulse everyone. I reach out for help, listeners leave, sometimes I get blocked without a warning, my friends get uncomfortable and stop talking, my forum posts hardly get any support, I get completely ignore in support groups if I say hi or ask a question. I don't mean anything bad, I don't push boundaries, I don't say inappropriate things. What am I doing wrong? My burdens are extremely heavy and I don't know how to find support. It doesn't only happen here, it's everywhere. Is it just bad luck? Is something wrong with me or how I talk? The voice in my head(not an actual voice I am hearing) tells me the worst things you can imagine every time this happens. It's making me not want to reach out, not try. If I don't try I know I will lose my fight. What should I do? What's wrong with me?
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I already hate this, but I have to do it.
Trauma Support / by patientAcai8660
Last post
 February 1st
...See more I went through way too much. I didn't think I would survive it. Life is falling apart and I don't know what to do anymore. I lost everything and I can't find it in me to start all over again. I am hurting like ***. I feel very lonely. I am feeling lost and trapped. I am in a lot of pain. I financially struggle. I am about to lose my house in 3 days. I have nowhere to go. I lost my partner. I lost my hopes and dreams. I begged 7 Cups to give me a discount so I could talk to a therapist. I don't know if it will happen or not. I am scared of finding listeners because most people don't want to even hear me out, they leave, block me without a warning, ignore me and I don't even know why... I desperately reach out to someone who is capable of caring for me, even one bit. Someone who can commit to supporting me without disappearing. I don't know if this can save me and I hated asking it, but I did it and here it is. If anything I said isn't okay, I am not aware of it and I am sorry. If this is not the right place, I am not aware of that either. All I need is getting some help, from somewhere. If you think you are capable of it please act on it. Maybe I deserve this, maybe not. I thought of myself a kind, caring, gentle person. I heard that from a lot of people too. If it's true, maybe I don't deserve it so I am here reaching out my hand.
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