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persistentSpruce6386
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The first time in too long… suggestion?
Eating Disorder Support / by persistentSpruce6386
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 August 26th, 2021
...See more This might be triggering. I know it’s bad. I’ve let myself go too long without giving my body any nutrients and now I feel like anything I eat will make me sick. But I don’t want to pass out which, if I keep doing this to myself, is inevitable. I want to get better. I want to stop forgetting to eat and avoiding it. But I’m not sure what won’t make me feel sick. Any suggestions on what to eat when your stomach is empty? That won’t make my stomach hurt or, you know, that I can keep down? I just. Have to keep trying but it’s so hard. Especially trying to eat alone…
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Idk what this is but I feel sick.
Trauma Support / by persistentSpruce6386
Last post
 August 2nd, 2021
...See more After 4 months of being devastated by being dumped by the person I considered my best friend and my life partner, I wanted to make a new friend. Have some sort of connection that wasn’t with my ex because I wasn’t falling out of love and I wasn’t getting better. Well. I’d told the boy that I was going to meet that I didn’t want intercourse, he said that was perfectly fine. It was going ok at first. We were watching a movie and he was rubbing my back. He started getting more handsy and then… well. It happened. I didn’t tell him to stop, but I didn’t tell him I wanted it either. I feel dumb for not saying anything and I feel disgusting because I wasn’t ready to do that with another person. I feel so gross and used. I just wanted to feel better.
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