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petal19
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PathStep 19 Compassion hearts34 Forum posts10 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2024 Member sinceJanuary 22, 2018
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she/her ✨ ADD, Depression, CPTSD, Anorexia and Anxiety

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I feel hopeless
Depression Support / by petal19
Last post
 February 22nd, 2024
...See more Two days ago I attempted to take my own life, for the second time. This time I almost succeded. It is painful to say it since I know it’s not an easy thing to read. I am hoping someone who has been through this can give me some hope, some sort of relief, or motivation. I just don’t see a way out of this. I sincerely cannot continue on like this. I’m beyond exhausted. And nothing works. I just want it to end. Maybe other people out there are feeling the same way as me and will be able to read this thread and find some solace and support regarding what they’re feeling… I truly hope so 
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I attempted yesterday.
Depression Support / by petal19
Last post
 February 21st, 2024
...See more I attempted yesterday. After a decade of fighting depression and a collection of other mental illnesses, yesterday, for the second time, I felt like it was too much, and actually went through with it. It was impulsive, because I was that desperate to stop feeling the way I was. I just wanted it to end. Needless to say I’m still here. I woke up in the hospital with a tube being forced down my throat. I still have no hope, I still feel like crap, and I let down a bunch of people which just makes me have to deal with a bunch of awkward calls and texts. I sincerely don’t know what to do. I have tried everything from therapy to medication to bettering my life and holistic things like religion, spirituality and meditation. Nothing works. Any words of advice would be extremely appreciated. I just don’t know what else to do, and everyone is hoping I do. I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this 🫶🏼 -P
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struggling with meals
Eating Disorder Support / by petal19
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 May 11th, 2021
...See more hi guys, so i think i’m relapsing and i’ve been struggling with deciding what to eat lately, and gaining more fear foods as it goes... any tips?
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