I attempted yesterday.
I attempted yesterday. After a decade of fighting depression and a collection of other mental illnesses, yesterday, for the second time, I felt like it was too much, and actually went through with it. It was impulsive, because I was that desperate to stop feeling the way I was. I just wanted it to end.
Needless to say I’m still here. I woke up in the hospital with a tube being forced down my throat.
I still have no hope, I still feel like crap, and I let down a bunch of people which just makes me have to deal with a bunch of awkward calls and texts.
I sincerely don’t know what to do. I have tried everything from therapy to medication to bettering my life and holistic things like religion, spirituality and meditation. Nothing works.
Any words of advice would be extremely appreciated. I just don’t know what else to do, and everyone is hoping I do.
I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this
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@petal19 I'm truly sorry to hear about what you've been going through, and I want you to know that you are not alone in this struggle. It took immense courage to share your experience, and I admire your strength in reaching out for support. Please know that there are people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time. It's understandable to feel overwhelmed and lost, but please remember that there is always hope and help available. Consider reaching out to a mental health professional or counselor who can provide you with the support and guidance you need. You are valued and deserving of a brighter future, and there are resources and people who can support you on your journey towards healing. Stay strong and know that better days are ahead.