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plumKiwi4299
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i suspect i have BPD
Personality Disorders Support / by plumKiwi4299
Last post
 May 6th, 2025
...See more hello guys i hope you're doing good so i will try to keep my story short as possible it's been four years that i started to have mood swings i couldn't continue my studies i kept  changing majors and i couldn't settle in any of it . Also i have attachement issues and i am too sensitive like i have this intense emotions i feel deeply every emotion is strong i can't control it i don't know how to manage it and after going to psychiatrists and therapists no one could diagnose me cause every time my disorder change like it's really strange but i think im not me like each time i change quickly like i have someone else inside me there was time when i stopped making friendships cause i was scared of getting attached and self sabotage it but because i didn't get diagnosis i thought that i was faking it that i need to change when the euphoric episode came like i was for 3 months stable i thought im good then suddenly i become depressed and empty so i think that this is something that it won't go away and it will stay for life unfortunately i just don't know what to do and i do get angry but like inside im scared of people what will think of me also everything trigger me like if you talked to me in a cold way i will just split and i will hate you i will block you but i will come back to you like seriously that tiring anyway there is still a lot of things but i hope you tell me your opinion on this and thank you 
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Open to Friendship and Understanding 💙
Personality Disorders Support / by plumKiwi4299
Last post
 July 7th, 2025
...See more I’m reaching out to connect with people who have BPD or those who value meaningful conversations about mental health. Life can feel like a rollercoaster sometimes, and having people to share the ride with makes all the difference. If you’re looking for a friend who understands, feel free to reach out. Let’s share kindness, support, and maybe even a laugh or two along the way. 🌟
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