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ANY DOG OWNER !
General Support / by plumWater578
Last post
 July 27th
...See more So I have a dog It’s not mine but my sister. I treat him like a family dog than the dog just being hers. Im panicking and want to cry but I don’t know what happening to my dog. He was okay in the morning when I came back from work but then when I woke up from my sleep the house just became flooded with negative vibe. My dog is weeping but "no one" knows why . He look scare and fright breathing heavily. He has his body against the corner of my house front door. Won’t let me touch him. He loves my brother and this time he ignore him and he just kept trying to find a place to hide. Sister took him out and later on dad took him out . He didn’t want to walk much which that’s never him he like walking. Right now my sister checking on him. Not long ago my sister got my mom to tell her what actually happened. My mom said that she gave him a bowl of cooked chicken broth with onion pepper and garlic .. I don’t know what else she put because she not saying much. No one in this house say much like I hate that. So I don’t know if it’s the food that cause him act like this but I’m scared because I don’t want to lose him I love him.
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How was my day…
General Support / by plumWater578
Last post
 July 4th
...See more Idk why the guy who sa me my whole life is angry at me like so much anger when the only thing I did was stop the abuse and try my best to ignore him when I’m alone or not be touch by him. I don’t want want to make it obvious so I try to talk when my family having conversations but he make it big by “playing” telephone game. Yk where he completely ignores me and talk someone next to him and that someone say what he said. I’m tired of him acting like that. I should be the one breaking him down but it look like he’s the one who breaking me down. I feel sad and left out when he ignores me for some reason. I don’t want his weird attention but a brother bond why doesn’t he see that. I’m writing this because sometimes i have enough of him acting like a victim and no one doing anything. I’ll tell you guys what happened, he has four bird wandering around the kitchen and I don’t mind. I notice there’s poop stain on the floor so i basically said "oh look there’s poop" but it look like I was ignored (the ones who in my house is my abuser and sister). Later on I went down to the basement to get water seltzer from the fridge and I notice there’s no more so I decided to stock more . After that I took the cardboard that came from the drinks and head back upstairs. I see my dad came home and he’s in the kitchen doing his stuff. He ask me a question and I respond back so I didn’t focus where to walk and also cause why should I there shouldn’t be nothing on the floor and I forgot there’s poop on the floor but I thought my abuser pick it up that’s why I didn’t think much of it. I step on it by accident and realize when I felt something slide on the floor when I walk. I freak out but didn’t got mad just annoyed. He called me dramatic and stuff so I said as a joke "oh if it was (My sis dog name) yall would’ve got mad" and me and my sister giggle and even my dad more specifically bc I step on poop. My abuser as always being a "victim" started to get mad . At first I couldn’t hear well so I thought he was playing along like joking around (I hate to say it I still care about him as my brother). But I was wrong as him came closer to were I was he was mocking me and mimicking what I said like he was mad mad and he said "you know what nevermind " and I was trying to pass by infront him he secretly try to push me hard but since my sister there he only push me slightly. So I told my dad "you see, he the one who start and then get mad" and of course my dad didn’t say anything and so I look at my sister and she said "I’m not part of this" so of course I look like a fool and embarrassed. He literally a manipulator and also since he got "sad story" he deserves to get a pass just base on how my family deal with this situation. I’m just tired of it. Am I being dramatic and should just apologize to him and shut up?
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Mental health
Work & Career / by plumWater578
Last post
 January 2nd
...See more I been working at Amazon warehouse for a year now and I just can’t fit in. I’m not fast enough on my job and I could obviously tell because the floor I’m assigned there’s always a manager coming up to me and help speed up. I also found out I being toss like hot potato on which floor should I work on because i am apparently slow and will distract their pace/ work flow. I recently change to flex schedule meaning I choose whenever I want to work but I take that as an huge advantage by only working two days every week and that cause my paycheck to be extremely low. It not I don’t want to work it’s just the environment like the people around me that make me don’t want to be there. I try my best but they don’t care. So I been thinking of quitting and looking for a better job but I don’t know where since I lack communication and being around crowded place. I also want to go back to school (college) but I don’t know what I want to major. It’s complicated I can tell you I want to help out other and assist and whenever I think that I see myself in childcare or women clinic but I don’t even know where to start. I’m turning 25 in two days and my life is just been a mess . Time is flying by to fast and I feel stuck in the past .
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Work Environment
General Support / by plumWater578
Last post
 October 23rd, 2025
...See more I been working at Amazon warehouse for 10 months and still is and I do get the normal feeling that I hate the job and lazy to go I recently noticed this time being different. I started of working inbound stow department I do enjoy it but sometime I don’t because there’s always big boxes and pa coming up to me to either say to go fast or i did something they don’t like which is small tiny “mistake”. Anyways, I recently transferred to outbound pack and I thought I will enjoy it but turn out I don’t. I guess I dont feel comfortable surrounded with people is small space and can’t have my own personal space. But that’s not the case since I’m use too it and it’s not the main problem. The main problem is I can feel eyes looking at me and people around me judging me especially when they see me struggling and being weak. Not only that but I know which I hope it’s not truth and I’m just overthinking but I get a weird feeling the pas (people who’s in charge on the floor) don’t like me/talking crap about me of how slow pack. I already can tell one of them don’t like me because I encounter with him twice and he just brush me off and pretend to help me out when ambassador (people that trained new worker) is around. Last week I went to work for pack and he saw me coming from a far and quickly told me to go to stow and at first I couldn’t hear him cause he was far so I came close and then he repeated again so I said ok and left to stow. I felt weird like im probably hated in pack. But ever since I started working at pack my mental health became bad. I get anxiety and start to silenty panic when I have to go to work and sometime I can’t even sleep and cry myself begging god to make every job week a good time for me but most of the time it never come true. I even became aware of my weakness and question my purpose in my life and wonder about my future. I be honest I been thinking a lot lately of maybe there’s no future for me and question it to god. Right now I’m crying while writing this because I don’t have no one to talk to about this and I’m just scared of going to work especially meeting the same guy who don’t like me or some of the pa who also be giving me weird vibe. Has anyone that work at Amazon ever experienced similar situation? I feel like I’m the only one who slow in the building and don’t fit working there but that’s the only job who hired me .
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Worst Day
General Support / by plumWater578
Last post
 May 16th, 2025
...See more I want to cry because today at work was the worst day A guy made me uncomfortable verbally and I didn’t know what to do. It first started with me doing my job and he just got soo mad because I put in the computer I need more work and he responsible for bringing me it but instead he got mad and demanded me to delete the report . Then he keep coming up to me and I didn’t understand he was saying because he had a strong accent and broken English but he later keep coming serious and saying uncomfortable things to me and end of saying he’s joking. So when I left early from my work area because it was almost break and went to the bathroom and cried. I was planning to stay here for the rest of my working hours and clock out/leave cause I don’t want my parents to see my face or the reason why I’m crying. I only waited for 30 min and clock out because I was too scared I would get in trouble or fired. And now I’m stuck here in the bathroom crying because so much things going on . I don’t want my manager to think I don’t want to work because I already left one time last week and never arrived one time also last week. I’m just soo scared about me being risk of losing my job especially cause I’m seasonal and slow doing my job. I’m planning staying here in the bathroom stall til is time to leave even if I’m not gonna get payed because I just want to be alone from family and people at work. I hate today…
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Women's Issues / by plumWater578
Last post
 January 21st, 2024
...See more Hi I need to talk to someone about sexual health and women issues. I especially need to talk to someone that’s a mom because I have a question that I need to know. I just need comfort right now since I planning to stop being silence and tell my mom something that I know it won’t turn out good. Please any one message me one and one if you can
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Who birthday Jan 4?
Newbie Hub / by plumWater578
Last post
 January 4th, 2024
...See more Today my birthday and I just wanted to stay happy birthday to others who share the same birthday! ð¥³ð¥³ð¥³ð¥³
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January 4th birthday!
Newbie Hub / by plumWater578
Last post
 January 5th, 2023
...See more im one of the peoples who was born on January 4th and I just wanna say happy birthday to me and others! i can’t believe I still living and breathing! I hope this year bring my joy and new chapter of my life! Hope other enjoy their birthday!
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