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plutoprojectorr
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hi im yammy :3 im a queer teenager!

struggling with depression for most of my life

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i ruined my friendships
Relationship Stress / by plutoprojectorr
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 November 15th, 2022
...See more i really need some advice i majorly *** up and ruined 2 of my friendships the 3 of us were very close but me and friend 1 started drifting apart lately because i wasn't putting in effort in our friendship. she was really trying to talk to me and keep it up but i just wasn't reciprocating. i was just really awful to her. i was ignoring her and still talking normally to friend 2. ive just realized we were really leaving her out. i wasn't ignoring her on purpose at all but i just got anxious and i thought she hated me. i didn't want to make her feel bad they both talked to me about this on wednesday and i apologized but they don't wanna be friends anymore. we haven't spoken in a week. friend 2 was sitting next to me in class and she changed her seat. i feel so so bad. i don't want to lose them but i don't even think they should forgive me. i love them so much i feel so bad. i want to fix this but i don't know how
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professional help
Depression Support / by plutoprojectorr
Last post
 November 4th, 2022
...See more its been apparent to me that i need to see a psychiatrist or a therapist for a while but im just really scared to. talking to someone openly scares me a lot, im afraid that i won't really be able to voice my thoughts properly, or that i won't be taken seriously. im also just scared that im beyond help or something and that it won't do anything and ill feel like this for the rest of my life. mental illness is genetic in my family and my sister and mom already see a psychiatrist and are on medication. i still feel like my family will judge me if i tell them i need help. i don't know what to do because i seriously feel worse everyday and its not improving but im just too afraid to go. thank you for reading
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