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powerfulAvocado5957
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Weed - can't live with her, can't live without her
Addiction Support / by powerfulAvocado5957
Last post
 September 5th
...See more I want to let it go. Its like a toxic on off relationship. Everytime im on it I want to get off it, and everytime im off it, I want back on. It feels like it will solve my night, solve my boredom. Solve my uninspired mind. I never touched a hard drug but im like a crackhead with weed. I want to let it go but I can't do it alone and I don't know what to do. If there was an Olympic medal for how many times I've gone off weed and got back on I'd get the gold. Im not even concerned about tonight. Im concerned that tonight will repeat itself so many times I make up some excuse to why its good for me, just a hit. But everytime I dip my toe in the honey pool I ALWAYS end up swan diving into it after a week or month. Once every two weeks turns into every week turns into every day turns into all day pretty quickly. Anybody have any advice?
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Just want to feel powerful
Addiction Support / by powerfulAvocado5957
Last post
 August 4th
...See more And unconditional love when I feel weak. Ive never tried a hard drug because i know I would destroy myself but im a crackhead with weed I use it like a surrogate for feminine sweetness and love that is completely vacant in my life. I will quit for months but always find my way back. To just have a sweet fun Friday night. Dip my toe in the honey pool. But it sucks me in the deep end. Every single time. Even when I promise myself just a toe. Is this a lifelong thing? What do I do. Sometimes I think the only problem with weed is that its expensive but I know thats not true..
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