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practicalPear9872
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Thrown my good life away and it’s my fault
Depression Support / by practicalPear9872
Last post
 September 14th, 2024
...See more I’m grateful for my life so far up to the point I accidentally did something that really gutted myself. I took some medicine for a minor issue that probably would have resolved on its own, and now it’s causing my hip issues and I wouldn’t be able to run again, maybe barely walk. Now everyday is pain after pain after pain, the moment painkillers pass it’s effects, I can’t do anything from this pain. Before that I used to have a happy life, a goal to live for, I’m in university and doing ok in a somewhat prestigious program that I worked my entire elementary to high school life for, and all of it is coming undone because of my health issue. School is just too much for me now because I can’t even focus in class with the pain, and the sadness knowing that I would never be the same as my peers ever again. I tried to blame something else for what happened but I know it’s all my fault and I loathe myself for it. I don’t know how to carry on
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Thrown my good life away accidentally
Depression Support / by practicalPear9872
Last post
 September 14th, 2024
...See more I’m grateful for my life so far up to the point I accidentally did something that really gutted myself. I took some medicine for a minor issue that probably would have resolved on its own, and now it’s causing my hip issues and I wouldn’t be able to run again, maybe barely walk. Now everyday is pain after pain after pain, the moment painkillers pass it’s effects, I can’t do anything from this pain. Before that I used to have a happy life, a goal to live for, I’m in university and doing ok in a somewhat prestigious program that I worked my entire elementary to high school life for, and all of it is coming undone because of my health issue. School is just too much for me now because I can’t even focus in class with the pain, and the sadness knowing that I would never be the same as my peers ever again. I tried to blame something else for what happened but I know it’s all my fault and I loathe myself for it. I don’t know how to carry on.
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