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purpleCity6917
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I messed up all my friendships need advice
Personality Disorders Support / by purpleCity6917
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 April 5th, 2022
...See more I messed up… I just want my friends I Messed up 4 friendships So earlier this week I ended up spiraling almost to the point of no return and during that I ended up messing up the only friendships that I had. I have since been slowly working my way back to a more functioning individual. And I realized I really really messed up. I miss them. But for now they said they’re going no contact.. (like Deleted me off all their social media and stuff) So now I have no one to talk to, at all. (Also with the worry that with literally no support now I’ll fall back into that state. These people were my only friends. I miss them. I know they need time and they need to see a change in me before they’re willing to even attempt a recontact. But there’s a part of me that’s freaking that by the time I make a change they won’t want anything to do with me. And I don’t want to lose them. I just don’t know how to process these emotions or how to handle things.. I screwed up and now I have no one. I never have any friends cause of how I am
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