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raspberryEast5950
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Alone
Depression Support / by raspberryEast5950
Last post
 January 3rd, 2025
...See more My entire high school years I have had one good friend and a few acquaintances, recently I lost that good friend now all I’m left with is my boyfriend. I’m glad to have him, but I feel I depend on him sometimes. He has a large group of friends that he hangs out with often, his social life is way better than mine and it’s a bit embarrassing, and I envy it. I look at other people, they have many friends and they hangout with each other. I just wish I could have friends that I could hangout with, and that actually want to hang out with me, outside of school/work, I know I’d be so much happier and less lonely. My family and boyfriend always tell me to just make friends, talk to people, but it’s not that easy. I talk to people at school and work when I can, I do try, but I guess I’ll always just be the floater that nobody will pick first in a room full of people.
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I miss her
Depression Support / by raspberryEast5950
Last post
 December 26th, 2024
...See more Recently my best friend and I’s friendship ended over the fact that I had told her about how I felt as if she wasn’t putting effort into our friendship, while I was putting my heart and soul into it. She told me how she stopped reaching out because I always left her on read or delivered, which I know I had never done. I would always respond quickly to her, if anything I was always so excited to talk to her. I was always texting her about dumb stuff and asking her if she wants to hangout (which she would always make a reason not to) And that isn’t some pitiful, “I’m the victim not you!” But I genuinely failed to see how I am the one at fault? If she had truly felt this way, talk to me about it. That’s what friends do, communicate. It makes me disappointed. I should be mature, tell myself she wasn’t a good friend and forget about her. But she was my only friend, my first choice, my favorite person. But now I understand I was never hers, and that hurts.
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