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rationalPine898
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A soul in search of peace.

Servant of Allah.

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I am feeling heavy
General Support / by rationalPine898
Last post
 January 3rd
...See more Hello , I have eft home with my family for a long journey, we need to book a taxi, first i don't know why, but I am feeling heavy, I was home for few days after 4 months from hostel, hostel drained me alot, now i am thinking to stay outside hostel which will cost more ,but not my mental health idk is it good decision or not, pls tell me, now i am heading to different city, hope for better. Stay tuned i will update.
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New year, new hope
Positivity & Gratitude / by rationalPine898
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 June 14th
...See more Asalamualaikum Happy new year, may this year bring all "halal" happiness in our life , with success ❤️ and increase in "imaan", may Allah protect you, guide you, and make your this life and life after death better ameen suma ameen
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How stupid I am.
General Support / by rationalPine898
Last post
 November 19th, 2025
...See more I am feeling like I’m the worst. I can’t meet my parents’ expectations. They expect so much from me, they think I must be studying properly in the hostel. But I get distracted and I don’t study at all. My syllabus is still incomplete. I don’t go to school because I feel so much toxicity there that it makes me feel like harming myself. I don’t have any friends in this city. All I do is study— but even that, I study very little. I stay on 7cups. That’s my life: study, 7cups, eating, sleeping. Yesterday was my physics paper. I scored only 2 marks. Today was my English exam. I had prepared, and I was studying maths till late night. Then I slept… but I didn’t wake up in the morning. When I opened my eyes it was 7. I slept again. And when I finally woke up, it was 9:50. My paper was at 9 AM. See how stupid I am? I missed my English paper too. I feel so useless. I keep losing people in my life. I am not honest and I am disloyal. I hate myself right now. Alhamdulillah, I have every blessing… Yet I still feel like this. I just want to go home.
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