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redOak4624
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Hey besties, im ash and im 14 yrs old:3!!!🧊🥥🥭🍓

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Who wants to be frnds??
Friendship Support / by redOak4624
Last post
 July 10th
...See more Im 14 yrs old i like art, fashion, nd music. I watch anime, im indian but I dont look like i am for sum reson. I listen to odetari, sucidal idol, nd rebzyyxx, but I also listen to rap, pop nd aesthetic rap. Im looking for frnds who r around 14-16 who likes talking alottt
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Nobody understands me
Self-Harm Recovery / by redOak4624
Last post
 July 7th
...See more I always need ppl to talk to but no one gets it. I hav very little frnds which only one of them is a frnd who I cud talk to abt stuff but ik tht she wud choose ppl over me. I hate getting help, if i say anything abt my mental health then my mom wud b like "Oh so shud I put u in a mental hospital now?!?!?" No one takes stuff seriously. Anyone who can relate?
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I hate ts
Anxiety Support / by redOak4624
Last post
 July 7th
...See more I hate anxiety so so much, whenever im anxious my body's response action is cutting myself. Or sometimes i js fall asleep out of nowhere and i dont seem to remember stuff when i wake up. Its hard to deal with stuff like thus especially when ur 14. 9th grade is rlly hard, stuff like this is a massive distraction from studies :(. Anyone wants to be frnds, we can talk about this sruff more . ＼(^_^)／
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Pls giv advice
Self-Harm Recovery / by redOak4624
Last post
 July 6th
...See more Im 14 yrs old, last year in 8th grade i started self harm during exams, ever since then i cudent stop. And then i met noah, he was going through the exact same things and was my best frnd for a day but then we started dating. We made a promise to not hurt ourselves anymore<3 but then my mom and brother found out abt him, he was online so they forced me to block him and so i had no choice but to do tht :(, we were both sucidal and dipressed and compleatly addicted to self harm. The promise we made kinda broke tht day as well... the self harm increased so much until my hands were acting like they had brains of their own... it was terrifying to hav nobody to talk to when stuff was getting worse so i js made playlists of our fav songs and then named them "nxn43v3r" meaning N x N forever and listened to them all day until even tht didnt help. Then i started seeing him sucide in my dreams and hallucinating his dead body in my house which i cud hug for comfort and talk to whenever i wished even tho i knew he wasnt listening. Now im so FIng dipressed idk wht to do anymore. Somebody pls help, its 9th grade nd i need to focus on studies as well so i need to get my heath better as soon as possible !!
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Anyone feel the same?
Self-Harm Recovery / by redOak4624
Last post
 July 7th
...See more I started self harm last year when i was 13 and i still do it sometimes, my mom forces me to lie to myself everyday whenever i feel depressed, she uses stuff aggainst me and yet claims to "understand" me... anyone who has sombody like th?
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