I hate ts

I hate anxiety so so much, whenever im anxious my body's response action is cutting myself. Or sometimes i js fall asleep out of nowhere and i dont seem to remember stuff when i wake up. Its hard to deal with stuff like thus especially when ur 14. 9th grade is rlly hard, stuff like this is a massive distraction from studies :(. Anyone wants to be frnds, we can talk about this sruff more . ＼(^_^)／