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rosebud0525
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Depression Support / by rosebud0525
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 December 26th, 2025
...See more My whole life I've kept everything in anger sadness depression is there a difference? Idk but as I get older i feel worse and I feel the "heaviness" almost everyday,as this point, i dnt even feel like i have the energy for anything. I dnt know how to communicate how I feel or exactly what makes me feel this way, but I know what it is and I can't seem to want to help myself, and I've been through years of therapy I'm just tired of trying to want to help myself because it's been so long and I keep coming back to depression.. so the only other option is something I can't and won't seem to do REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.. and NOT a bot
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Depression Support / by rosebud0525
Last post
 March 13th, 2025
...See more I became an author the end of January I moved out of my parents house mid February. After 31 years of not being on my own it's taking a toll on me now that i am. I've been feeling depressed on and off for about 15 years but it seems as I get older it gets worse Plus a big bucket of anxiety. And I get treated like a tool to.. I don't like meeting new people it's hard for me because when I meet them I'll be outgoing and such but then I'll just shutdown and ghost, not because i trying to but because I become very self-conscious, shy, introverted and i feel like everyone is either patronizing me, doing things intentionally that aggravate my anxiety and *** me off, or both, almost like they WANT to see me have a panick attack. I've been glued to my apartment i dnt go out i haven't been eating well,sleeping well, taking care of my hygiene, I've been very inactive and I am prone to blood clotting so as a result I have an active blood clot. I have been crying on and off for almost a week I am so tired ( not meaning physically but mentally) and It's also affecting me at work. What takes me minutes may take me over an hour I become very repetitive I stare out into space a lot I feel so much tension in my body not really from worker everyday stress but anxiety/depression stress. I get a heavy heart I start sweating my heart pounds my back feels like I've done days of physically labor when I've just been walking or sitting. This might not seem like much but it's everything and I feel like no one gets that. I need someone to get it. I want to know it's not just "all in my head". 😭
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Vanishing Act
Depression Support / by rosebud0525
Last post
 March 13th, 2025
...See more My anxiety grows day by day bother too much what people say manifesting into depression wanting out of this Wallace prison that keeps me distant feeling invisible like something is missing almost like a part of me never existed...
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Endless..
Depression Support / by rosebud0525
Last post
 March 8th, 2025
...See more All this misery it's just too much carrying it around like a psychological crutch trying to erase these negative thoughts as my mind becomes seemingly distraught Emotions so bare, delicate to the touch breaking to Pieces when will I be enough? Looking through the mirror with Stone Cold eyes feeling worthless, feels like I'm dying inside growing weaker and weaker as days goes on telling myself I don't belong walking through a maze with no way out feeling my head with a abounding doubt With hurricane-forced winds and Cloud so great it becomes apparent to me that will always remain no one can see my hidden pain..
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