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rs0507
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PathStep 15 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2022 Member sinceNovember 3, 2021
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am i depressed or i think i am?
Depression Support / by rs0507
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 December 1st, 2021
...See more Every single day I feel extremely sad, depressed and lonely, as if I have no one and this is how the rest of my life is going to pass. To be very honest, I am just numb now and have zero hope. But on rare occasions when I hang out or party with my friends (we all live in different cities) I feel really happy and my mood is better. My boyfriend says that if I’m happy with I’m with my friends and “depressed” when I’m alone it’s not “actual depression”. Is he right? I’m definitely not trying to seek attention that’s why on very rare occasions I share such feelings with him, but when he said that to me I had no response and I didn’t know what to think of that. But hearing those words from him after I have broken down in front of him so many times and when he knows the situation I have going on at home, I was disappointed in him but at the same time I thought to myself that it is true, when I am with my friends I’m very happy but on a day to day note life just SUCKS! Am I actually depressed or I just think I am?
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I’m so done
Depression Support / by rs0507
Last post
 November 4th, 2021
...See more I don’t know how to keep going, every single day I tell myself that things will get better but they don’t, in fact each passing day just keeps getting worse. I feel as if no one understands me, not even a single person, even those who are the closest to me. When I share my feelings and emotions with people, I just end up feeling stupid for oversharing and feel as if others think I’m saying the things I do just for seeking attention. I overthink a lot, I feel anxious and am always bothered about what others think of me, I try to be a good human but think that I come across as a very rude person. I have been feeling this way since the past two years, I won’t lie, I have had good days too but all these feelings are always playing constantly in the back of my head and most days are horrible in regard to each and every aspect, I feel like nothing good can ever happen with me and I just need to accept how everything is now.
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