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sadsylveon
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i never knew recovery was so lonely
Trauma Support / by sadsylveon
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 October 15th, 2021
...See more i walked away from my abusive relationship almost 10 months ago. and i still feel just as scared and miserable as i did back then. nobody tells you how lonely recovery is. with no one to talk to my experiences just float around in my head all day. the nightmares happen every night and i think they’re real every time, maybe because they were at one point. i just want to be able to speak again. i want to feel human again
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i don’t know what to do
Trauma Support / by sadsylveon
Last post
 September 29th, 2021
...See more i feel like ive become involuntary mute. i physically cant talk to people and i’m struggling so much typing things trying to think of the next word. i can’t hold normal conversations no matter how hard i try. i simply just nod or fake laugh or say something like “yeah” “bet” “totally” and then i feel so so sad because i wish i knew what else to say like a normal person. i used to have a personality and put thought into my words. now i don’t, not because i don’t want to, but because i physically cant. i want to be a person again, i want to have friends and talk to someone and relate to people and laugh with people. i’m begging the universe. i was in an abusive relationship for two years that destroyed me and left me nothing but an empty shell. i’m practically begging for help here. i haven’t been able to tell anyone about it. i’m so traumatized and i just want to be okay
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