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scarletBike2900
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New to 7 cups. My story.
Trauma Support / by scarletBike2900
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 May 8th, 2019
...See more I am not sure where to begin. This isnt something I talk about, all I can say is that I am the most put together mess you can hope to find. 23 years later and my life looks amazing from the outside looking in. Everyone that sees me thinks Im this happy, beautiful, vibrant and successful person. What they dont see is my inability to connect with another human being. Not for lack of trying. I just cant bring myself to trust anyone ever again. I was 15 years old when I was drugged, abducted and raped by an older friend of my sisters. There. I said it. I havent said it in 23 years. Im not sure if this counts. Maybe no one even reads this. My sister was the only one who knew after it had happened and she sold me down the river. I was to afraid of my Dad to tell him. And my mom could be described as apathetic at best when it came to raising us. He got away with it. More than that. I spent the last two years of my high school career being bullied by his girlfriends friends for being a whore. My sister had done me the courtesy of telling everyone that I was looking for attention and only crying rape. So aside from the physical scars from where he cut me, I have a failed marriage, a beautiful daughter who is the only reason I am still around and a complete, apparent, inability to allow anyone to get close to me in my life. Im going onto my 8th year of being single and alone. The only relationship between then and now my marriage.
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