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sillymutt
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts9 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes4 Current upvotes4 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2025 Member sinceOctober 21, 2025
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I dunno what I’m doing here

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Feeling like a fool lately
Anxiety Support / by sillymutt
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 December 14th, 2025
...See more I’ve been such a bumbling nervous wreck the past few days, it’s driving me crazy. I’m triggered so easily, I feel like if I tried harder it wouldn’t be so bad. But my mind falls for it every single time, I don’t get what’s wrong with me :( one moment I’m floating on air, the next I’m crashing down feeling like my world’s about to end any minute. Sometimes it feels like I’ll never learn how to live like a normal person. How am I supposed to get a job and get it together when I’m always running around like a chicken with no head. Messing everything up and aggravating everyone around me just by being, well, me. It’s so aggravating.
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Health anxiety, how to cope?
Anxiety Support / by sillymutt
Last post
 October 24th, 2025
...See more Hello. This is my first post here, I’ll try not to make it too long. I’ve been struggling with health anxiety for a while now. I’ve just very recently been able to start seeing doctors and dentists again, and it’s helped a bit, but in some ways it’s made the anxiety worse. I’m always scared when something starts hurting, or when a “symptom” pops up out of nowhere. I feel like I’m always one step away from something really bad happening. Sometimes I’m scared to fall asleep, cause I think something bad will happen if I do. Due to a lot of circumstances, I’m unable to get to most places on my own, despite being an adult. But I don’t trust most of my household to do the right thing if something goes wrong. I just wish I could be with the people I feel really love me. But they’re so far away, it all feels so hopeless. I wonder often, if my health will take me away before I ever get to see them. I’m trying to remain hopeful, it’s all just been so hard lately. It’s like when I start trying, everything starts getting worse, like life is trying to get ahead of me being better. I don’t know what I’m gonna do with myself.
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