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spencer1234567
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Eating Disorder Support / by spencer1234567
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 July 31st, 2022
...See more tw so i’ve started to slip back into old unhealthy habits well i guess they’ve never been gone but it changed into restricting and then around september i started to binge a lot and aliens december j started to purge again and ever since then it got worse and worse and i don’t really see it as a problem cause i just hide from everyone else but most of all myself and rn it’s 3:22 i binged about 1 1/2 hours ago and i’m struggling really hard not to run to the bathroom rn.. i know it’s probably too late anyways but the urges are so so so so very strong rn
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Self-Harm Recovery / by spencer1234567
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 February 14th, 2022
...See more hi uhm i’m constantly relapsing i just can’t stop and it’s like i don’t want to stop mom feeling so incredibly numb but also irritated because of my mother (she’s abusive) and i just i can’t cope in any other way i need to feel something j need to feel release i just i don’t know what to do anymore
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Eating Disorder Support / by spencer1234567
Last post
 February 4th, 2022
...See more tw so uhm i’ve been struggling with various kinds of eating problems over the last five years and i just don’t know i don’t really see it as a problem and idk (tw bingeing and purging) the last few weeks i got into binge and purging again and i’ve been doing it multiple times a day every day and i’m kind of scared cause i know it’s not healthy and i know it’s wrong but i don’t really care i don’t see it as a problem and since i have no one supportive that i trust in my life i havnt told anyone about this but the fact that nobody noticed anything so far makes me feel like “can’t be that bad right?” and i just idk i kind of don’t see a reason to stop cause idk it’s just all such a mess in my head (tw:sh) another problem is that with the bad eating habits some pretty intense sh urges go along and it’s like when i binge but can’t purge i feel like j have to sh when i feel like i have to sh i can binge and purge etc its just all that weird twisted cycle but i don’t know i don’t see it as a serious problem sorry i know this is weird and just a mess to anyone who reads this: you’re doing such a great job and i’m really proud of you < 3
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