hi there
hi uhm i’m constantly relapsing i just can’t stop and it’s like i don’t want to stop
mom feeling so incredibly numb but also irritated because of my mother (she’s abusive) and i just i can’t cope in any other way i need to feel something j need to feel release i just i don’t know what to do anymore
maybe i shove mentioned that my grandpa died last saturday ans i don’t feel a thing
yesterday was his funeral and i relapsed last night…again
I completely get this feeling omg trust me. I would recommend putting ice in your mouth and throwing away negative coping mechanisms. I would recommend starting a craft hobby like crocheting. Or just make something. For real crafting helps if u need ideas I can help.
hi i always see myself doing it like on my head i see myself self harming really badly… and then i always wanna do it
in* my head
