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...See more Lately I just hate everything. I hate myself. I hate my job. I hate my bf. Everything. Nothing seems good enough. Everything I do seems to turn to trash. There’s a whole back story of about 18 years to cover with my bf that no body has the time to analyze. But i wonder am i the problem or is he. He says i complain too much. But where’s the line of complaining and voicing my issues. I realized there the same issues everyday. For example. My work is so *** cold. We’re not allowed to chance the temp and I’m freezing I wear more clothes but the door is opening all day. So I complain about it. But is that a reason to get mad at me. Give me an attitude. Tell me I don’t “try” I feel alone. Like no body cares like I have nobody to talk to. I work a full time job. A part time job from home and I do all the cooking and groceries. I get no sleep. We have no money. I’m tired. He doesn’t work. Takes care of some household chores like dishes and laundry and takes care of the dog fully (walks food etc) which is a lot because the dog needs social care. Im exhausted and he’s legit the only person I have. The only person I’ve known for 18!years. There’s not leaving no escaping. I’m stuck and when people tell me I’m not. I feel like they have no idea what it’s like to be in this position.

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