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sugarwatermelon
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts320 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2026 Member sinceAugust 30, 2023
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Why do I cry without tears?
Depression Support / by sugarwatermelon
Last post
 May 3rd, 2024
...See more I feel like crying, I cry but I never let a tear down. Don't think that's a lacrimal issue bc I do shed tears sometimes when I have an anxiety attack. I can also cry if someone else reaches out to me. I do admit that along my life I've suppressed many times my feelings afraid of showing them publicly, but now I'm unable to cry even when I'm alone. 
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What is hypomania at all?
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by sugarwatermelon
Last post
 February 16th, 2024
...See more Do you also struggle to recognize your symptoms when you are in a hypomanic state? I'm suspected to have Bipolar Type II but I'm not diagnosed yet and honestly I'm not sure about this. I know I have constant mood swings and a hypomanic episode sounds more like an improvement in depressive symptoms to me right now. There are some periods of time I feel more anxious without a reason too but idk how related this is to Bipolar Disorder if I actually have it. 
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What is going on with me?
Friendship Support / by sugarwatermelon
Last post
 September 2nd, 2023
...See more What's going on with me? My thoughts are so disorganized and I take to long to think up larger statements, so I talk in short phrases mostly. My mind just feels empty sometimes. When it comes to interpersonal relations, it is so difficult for me to make friends or to manage friendships. My memory feels like getting worse the more time goes by and it seems it takes my mind too much to retain new information and to keep my focus. I'm afraid my honesty towards other people might be hurting their feelings, and for some reason I need so much stimulation to say what I have in mind or to interact with people, even with the closest ones. I tend to stay quiet unable of thinking of a topic to talk about and I'm always afraid the other one might be feeling uncomfortable about that. I've been feeling so melancholic and very often I talk about saddening things. I feel like I've been making a lot of stupid decisions in my life because I'm too passionate and impulsive. My lack of focus contributes to hurting my image among others, and to degenerating my self-stem. I just want to know what is going on with me. I need to understand better what is all that, organize it all and give it an explanation, cuz I haven't been able to process all of it. Thank you for your time
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