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tayistrying
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PathStep 89 Compassion hearts3,127 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes12 Current upvotes12 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2023 Member sinceAugust 31, 2016
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im a guy. stop trying to “hook up” w me through pms bc u think I’m a girl

im not here for that shit

and leave the girls alone while you’re at it

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I’m going to relapse
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by tayistrying
Last post
 December 14th, 2022
...See more I don’t know how to stop it. I know I’m going to screw up 😭 TW btw for drugs, using, SH, etc. I'm on house arrest so I can’t go anywhere without my PO knowing, but all day I keep wanting to get the *** cleaners out and huff them to get high. Wtf is wrong with me (addiction, obviously, but huffing cleaners wtf). I never did this. I did pretty *** up drugs, pills, meth, heroin, *** I didn’t even know what it was, but I never huffed chemicals 🥲 I just want to be high so badly. How can I stop this. Idk if I should tell someone. I’m afraid I’ll get in trouble for wanting to do this. I’ve been going crazy all day. My emotions are out of control, I scratched the *** out of my arms. i don’t think I can do this ☹️☹️☹️☹️
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Listener that’s ok talking about addiction
General Support / by tayistrying
Last post
 December 22nd, 2022
...See more hi, I’m trying to find a listener that’s comfortable talking about addiction and struggling to stay sober. I’ve tried browsing and even ones that say they’re comfortable with that topic (the list thing on their listener account) aren’t and it’s really hard to already feel like *** just to get someone who makes you feel worse because instead of saying they aren’t comfortable talking about that, they say something rude or just block me. I just need someone who can listen and be understanding, not judgemental. please, someone help😢😢😢
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how do you forgive yourself for things you did
Addiction Support / by tayistrying
Last post
 December 17th, 2022
...See more I’m struggling. I haven’t been here in years but now I’m back. TW for rehab, drug use, abuse, sa, and idk what else. Just know it’s a lot. I just got out of court ordered rehab, I’m addicted to anything I could get. Mainly pills, meth, and alcohol. My options were go to rehab and then house arrest when I’m discharged or go to jail. now I’m stuck at my abusive dads house and I’m struggling so bad. I want to use, I want out of here. I’m allowed to go to outpatient services at the rehab and to aa/na meetings but that’s it. I’m already freaking out. I broke down yesterday and my dad says “you brought this on yourself, what did you think would happen” I’ve been having flashbacks when I let people use me for sex just to get drugs. I’d get completely *** and let them do whatever they want. I’m disgusted with myself. im struggling so bad. How am I supposed to get past this ***. I’m so *** up and hate myself more every day. Idk how I’m going to survive this 😭
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