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theappraizer
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Lonely in Kentucky
Newbie Hub / by theappraizer
Last post
 January 12th, 2024
...See more Depression sucks. Im so tired of being alone. I raised 3 kids; 1 doctor. Father and husband at 17. Wife left me when our third child was a year old. Wouldn't accept divorce. Drank and drugged for a decade. Moved back to my roots in KY. Relatively established myself again. Im self employed btw. Had a 14-yr sexless (at my choice; I love her but more like a daughter than a partner) committed relationship that ended last year. When I said I do, I meant it. Still can't accept the fact im not married, yet oh yes I -know- I am. Anywho.... Just curious if this thing is on.
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Im tired
Depression Support / by theappraizer
Last post
 December 31st, 2023
...See more Im just tired. So tired. If i had a sleep button i would use it. Permanently?! 😔 I just want to sleep. My dreams or even a lack thereof are just so much better than real life. 53 M Divorced 25yrs Lost everything including myself in the divorce and never recovered fullly. I live a miserable existence doing a job I have come to despise. Real Estate Appraiser In my area, you can't throw a rock without hitting someone on the government draw or SSI or getting a "crazy check". While I develop agoraphobia and I stay anxious, depressed, angry, and miserable trying to make a living, trying to make ends meet, there are so many out there who have figured it out to exist without having a job. I'm tired. Really tired.
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